Had another Josh dream. It's so weird. We were back at the Anaheim apartment, which oddly seems to be my default home in my dreams. Dad was giving me a ride home and we came in to see Josh running around getting ready for work after having overslept. It's funny. He's always happy or content or just okay...not grumpy or complaining like he normally was. I mean he wasn't happy about oversleeping and knowing he'd be late to work via bussing, but he wasn't grumbling about having to go to work. Other times I've seen him in dreams showing off photos of himself and friends....He HATED being in photos. I always dream him happy and doing stuff he might not have liked when he was alive. I think it feeds into my belief that he's okay wherever he is. Or maybe that's where the belief started. Either way I wish my parents could have these dreams.
From the moment we moved here, cats just started showing up at our door. As if there was a sign planted in our yard advertising the fact that we feed strays. Seriously. The first two showed up the first day we moved in! Can't even blame our babies for calling to them through the door cuz they were still at the old apartment or in their carrier at the time! But since coming here, we've only fed 2-3 at any given time. One's been taken to the shelter after bleeding all over a neighbor's backyard. Two were sickly when we last saw them and we imagine they've passed. One we almost adopted til we found he was sick so he was taken to the shelter. :-( Now, we're feeding 6-7 cats. One we've been feeding for ages. One barely trusted us and only visited once in a while until she got pregnant. Now she and her babies are regulars. And the cart I think might be the father (as the family doesn't run from him) shows up once in a blue moon to steal from their plates. Kids have been watching the kittens. Hopefully one of them will take a kitten or two home. We would but the cost of normal vet check up and later spay/neutering and possible de-worming AND tests for diseases, would be too much and then if the tests were positive like with Licorice. Le sigh. Yeah, don't want that downer again. Besides, Mom still wants to spend a fortune on dental cleaning for both our babies. :-P
Anywho... Back to killing time with FB games or Sudoku.
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